People

The day you stop trying
People say you are wimpy
But they understand none

The day you have stop crying
People say you are cold-blooded
But they understand none

Of all
Enough of people
For them, understand none

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His love

I don't know you
Pretend you don't know me either
Maybe I did know you-once
When I was so young and immature
When I was so blinded by all those fantasies
Maybe I did know you
In my fading sadistic memory
The lane which I regret I had paved
Maybe I did know you
I forget how was it
Lest I never forget how bitter was that feeling
Till I embrace my own knees
Tears resemble those memories most
I foresee no love belongs to you
I have seen only to Him this love soothing me
To root His love deep to my heart
I search too far deeper
In my way, I see no you
Looking back to ignorant is never my choice
Will you make your pace to me?
Towards Him
I wish to meet Him smiling at me
And you there as mine
Will you make your pace to me?
Towards Him
Me as yours along the journey
And Him smiling at us
Or that us never exist
In my fantasy I safekeep you
In reality, I crawl for Him
And see the selfless myself cynically
Smile to selfish you for never lending your hand.

Our street?

Walking down the street
Of empety road
Lest there a promise
I'll wait you at the end of it
I'll clutch your hand
I'll not choose another junction
Even if there's only two of us there
I'll brave my way
As long as there is us
I will always be beside you
If one day
Day seems falling apart
Night seems never soothing
And I see no longer me in your dream
Let me know
For love never hurt me
Lie does
I'll brave my way
Even when us no longer exist
And that when I see you
I know who I am
And who shall I love
MYSELF
Farfetched dream of us both
Underlying in history
I will keep it forever there
And you shall know
Only fool falls twice
Sooner wiser me
Leaving you
With all fading trust
Lest I fall apart
I am not broken

Love betrayal

It never was the separation that hurts,

Betrayal does,

Little by little you stop trusting yourself,

Little by little you know what you deserve best,

And that anguish feeling,

Lingers in the heart,

Piercing yourself and ye never know why,

All the promises keep echoing,

And that little trust in your heart smile cynically,

What we are doing??

We aren't suppose to be here,

Ye know, he is evil enough,

To let you believe and break you,

To let you fall without any intention to catch you,

To see you get hurt without even lending a hand,

And ye know,

Promises comprise of words,

Said by all,

But little true people prove it,

And hypocrites, wish to only utter.

And moron, 

Do naively believe, doubtless.

Ye know,

The wise man says,

Do believe in what people do,

Not in what they say.

It never was the separation that hurts,

Betrayal does,

When love can only be believed by a fool,

This heartache is never capable to be fully described,

Neither by words nor by actions,

That the heart who feels it can only fully understand.

One day ye will understand why,

And ye know,

Will it be too late?

Time will answer you.

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