Impian

"Masa itu kejam."
bisik kau bagai angin lalu
kau lihat, perjalanan masa
Takdir mempertemukan kita
dan ku paksa kau susur langkah menjauh

kisah ini
bagai corengan waktu kekanakanku
pada satu kertas putih
bayangan berdua berpimpin tangan
Impian polos
alpaku mengotorkan baju biru yang ku pakai

waktu berlalu, aku terlupa
sunyi, kertas itu terperosok di satu sudut dinding
kau yang membawa aku ke situ lagi

aku tersenyum kali ini
dangkalku bermimpi memiliku kamu
Impian polos kekanakanku
patut saja ia pudar, sekali lagi
waktu kan terlupakan ia

FK
21122015
IIUM

Here we part

"Here, we part"
This said, hundreds times.

Whilst, the world we run is a mere circle.

FK
IIUM

I love you until the rain stops

"I love you until the rain stops"

He left,
mere love he said,
knowing not she whispered;

"Yesterday, it rained,
Today, it is raining,
Tomorrow, it will rain,
Thus I, love you, until the rain stops."

FK
IIUM
24112015

Three words

I may write thousand lines,
but today I am wiser,
I waste no time.
And here this simple three words,
"I Love You",
A restatement;
You mean the world.

18112015
IIUM

Weird

Weird-they say
How could you feel content being alone?

I was in crowd,
But all I heard was noise,
His whisper is louder.

19102015
IIUM

I need no you

I realise this;
is just a mere joke to you,
stupid silly anguish feeling.

Then here I am,
My own maverick self.

Lying,
I need no you,
When I dyingly choke.

24062015
0255
TM

When I first saw you

I know not how to say this;

When I first saw you,
My whole world changed,
It shifted its gravity- to you,

That every time I see you,
I'd fall for you,
All over, again.

FK
160615
0630

At the station

We had the evening walk
Till you decided, you needed to go somewhere.
I waited at the station
Long waiting

An apparition, it was you
"Wait me no more", said you
And I, stood still
At the station

Perhaps, you will return
A hope, a dismay.

18052015
FK
IIUM

Hati kamu

Bagai setitik air laut yang hilang
Sama aku dalam hati kamu
Hilang tak terkesankan
Adapun tak menambah juz kebahagian
Bagai satu sisir angin yang lalu dan hilang pergi
Sama aku dalam hati kamu
Satu singgahan
Sejajar pusingan waktu
Kau kan terlupakan aku
Dan patutkah aku berlari dari mimpi
Tuliskan semua harapan di atas pasir Sana
Akan nanti ada ombak yang membilas ia pergi
Hilang semua kenangan.

FK
IIUM
29042015
1800

I am a traveller

I was there yesterday,
Wandering where am I; a traveler
Amidst misery,
I found no you.

Elsewhere shouted,
"HE's there, like HE was"

This devil heart of mine,
Overlooked what's I have already own,
This searching is no more,

I am, a traveler
Walking where I belong.

FK
140515
IIUM

Cinta

Cinta itu harus sepertinya bulan,
Damai,
Mendinginkan hati

Tafsir tiada bukan hilang,
Panas mentari sebentar cuma,
Tebal awan pun nanti akan hilang,

dan damai itu akan ada kembali,
lagi,
Meredakan, rindu.

1945
13042015
IIUM

How shall I say this "I Miss You"?

I don't know how shall I say this "I Miss You",

Shall I write it on the wind?
Let it blows to you?

Or;
Shall I write it on the beach?
Let tides wipe it from here to far away you

Or;
Shall I scream from the top of the hill?
Somehow,will you hear me?
Or shall I  scream my  loudest so you will catch my voice?

Or;
Shall I write it in the sky?
When you look up above,
then you shall see
Somehow,will you see?

Or;
Shall I tell everyone I meet on the street?
When they meet you,
they will say I am madly looking for you

How shall I say this "I Miss You"?

Or;
Shall I let silence speaks on my behalf?
For words are vain.

Tanah Merah
130315

Thy heart

I love walking in the rain,
Tread the long way pavement,
all alone,
No jokes,
Just silence,

and consciousness will knock;

"Thy heart is colder than those replenishing drops"

090315
IIUM

Buy me sketch book

Buy me a sketch book
When life explains less
I need to mumble my thought somewhere
Somewhere I feel free to draw what's in my head

Buy me a sketch book
When life explains less
I need to run my draw on white lane
No obstruction

Buy me a sketch book
When life explains less
I need another reason
More than everything destiny-bounded.

FK
220215
IIUM

When I need someone

When I wake up amidst nightmare,
And I feel like I need to reach someone,
I want you to be,
the nearest.

When I fall in the agony of trying,
And I need someone to hold me back,
I want you to be,
the first lending hand.

When I can't no longer hold my tears,
And I needily need someone's shoulder,
I want you to wipe my tears,
hug me tight.

When I feel less loved,
And I need assurance,
I want you to promise me,
to always be loyal.

FK
210215
IIUM

When you fall in love, again.

You thought,
When you fall in love, again,
You are wiser,
Know you aren't,
You are of no wiser.

You are,
In love,
with someone right.

220115
Kelantan

Am I numb?

If I can ever write how disappointed I was,
Maybe words won't be enough,
Scratches of all memories,
and the beat in my heart,
Little and little...
Slower and slower...
It loses its pace,
and I know not, what it means by heartache?
Does it hurts?

What if...
if, the cut stops inflicting pain,
if, the smile doesn't really amplify happiness,
if, the tears are really of no value,
if, the steps I pave just because I'm alive.
What if, I already feel enough of something I need not?

Of too much,
I forget what the feel of living without,
Am I numb?
Nope.
Am not, I still feel,
I feel nothing.

FK
IIUM
090115

A dream, in reality.

To dream in the reality; like the haze,
the cloudiness blurs your eyes,
sores your throat,
but when you stretch your hand to grasp,
it is,
a mere nothing; untouchable,
but remains,
visible.

Put off the dreams into sleep,
hug those only in your closed eyes,
see the world as an open book, a story of life,
a drama of reality, of no false fables,
at where fairytale is an ecstasy.

because those dreams in your closed eyes;
there's no hatred,
no antagonists to bleed you,
there's no imperfection.

Put off the dreams in your closed eyes,
See the world of reality;
at where people don't always dance in the rain,
at where people live for a living, not a life.

Put off the dreams in your closed eyes,
Live life of no perfection,
Break the entangled Angle's wings at your back,
Be notorious.

Farhanah Kamaruddin
IIUM
03012015