His love

I don't know you
Pretend you don't know me either
Maybe I did know you-once
When I was so young and immature
When I was so blinded by all those fantasies
Maybe I did know you
In my fading sadistic memory
The lane which I regret I had paved
Maybe I did know you
I forget how was it
Lest I never forget how bitter was that feeling
Till I embrace my own knees
Tears resemble those memories most
I foresee no love belongs to you
I have seen only to Him this love soothing me
To root His love deep to my heart
I search too far deeper
In my way, I see no you
Looking back to ignorant is never my choice
Will you make your pace to me?
Towards Him
I wish to meet Him smiling at me
And you there as mine
Will you make your pace to me?
Towards Him
Me as yours along the journey
And Him smiling at us
Or that us never exist
In my fantasy I safekeep you
In reality, I crawl for Him
And see the selfless myself cynically
Smile to selfish you for never lending your hand.