I don't understand love

I don't understand love
What is it?
Is it a saying?
From whom?
The sincere or the liars

Or
is it permanent?
or it changes within time
or it is a mere symbolism of the whole concept of life
a little bit heartache, so one could understand what is pain
to appreciate sweet short moment of happiness

Or
it is a game
to see who get hurt the most
to see who is more capable
to judge whom suits you most

Little scattered of real life values
Overshadow the perception of real meaning of love
Who is sincere or otherwise
Who can give commitment and stay loyal
Who can be better or the best

I don't understand what is love
  When I stand in front of you
Even deep look into your eyes,
still, I couldn't understand what is in your heart
it shadows me from future you
and before I could realize
it already scattered me apart

I don't understand what is love
and I left myself, puzzled
for I am,
Tired.

FK

IIUM

24102014